Love Redeemed

I cannot believe myself as a troubled soul, 

A heart such as yours and gorgeous love was never my goal, 

Your kind thoughts and gracious gestures this asshole stole,

Only to cowardly run deep inside my heart's black hole,

Running my whole life in the wrong direction right in to guilt's powerful pole,

Grant me the discovery that without you I'll never be whole.

Looking at beauty perfected as I gaze In to my minds rear view, 

Kneeling, tears flowing, as forgiveness is begged for from a church pew, 

At the mercy of your hearts decision leaving my own heart a skew, 

A lifetime of smiles and a river of love you are owed this is true,  

Far too many tears on your precious face my behavior drew,

You are my love, my life, my girl, my homie, MY CREW!!!