Lover's Betrayal

You have loved another,
Held her as you once held me
Choosing a different lover
How has this come to be?

Eyes filled with tears,
We are here
Me, realizing my fears
Have come true and my anger is near.

My heart has been torn,
All the love destroyed by a liar
Filling it with scorn
And encasing it with briar.

Once filled with tears are now eyes of fire,
Directed at you, who has no remorse
Your love is what I desire
However it is not something that I shall force.

So blind
Was I to your deceit
Nowhere can I find
My heart another beat.

No longer mad at you but mad at myself, the time
Has come to end my own life
Committing, before god, a deadly crime
With a sharp knife.

In!
It plunges deep
Fulfilling this sin
Now as my blood begins to seep.