Loves Eyes

How can I look at you now?
Now that I learnt the truth. 
Once again I hide the love in my darkening eyes,
Every fiber of my body screaming inside. 

For when I look at you,
I forget how to breath and live,
My heart pumps so much blood; I get high,
I want to hug you, but hug myself instead. 

How is can I look at you now?
And stop tears falling from my eyes,
Willing myself to smile,
You've shattered my castle of glass. 

For when I look at you,
Stars become brighter, bigger,
I again hear the earth breathe with us,
Simply; I feel happy around you. 

And so I will look at you now,
With tears welling up in my eyes,
Love ozzing from every pore,
And wear my best friendly cover.