Lowest Happiness
Falling into the lowest low,
not imagining there can be a lower blow,
ready to ambush my soul.
Searching for the way back up,
never truly feeling that I'll find my way,
reassured I want it to be my last day.
Giving up just doesn't feel right,
also knowing inside of me I have to fight, begging my demons to finally take flight.
This dark mind has been telling lies,
convincing me it's time for goodbyes,
while my heart still tries and tries.
Today is the day that I woke up to a surprise,
because when I looked in the mirror I seen life deep inside my eyes.
Life is not over for me, it absolutely will not be.
Happiness is all I can see,
and I'm the only one that holds the key.
Finally climbing from my lowest low,
the only low I've ever known, constantly I'll be striving to find my throne.
I can feel how strong I've already grown.
My life is forever now a positive zone.
Happiness is ultimately my only tone.
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I REALLY like the message that this conveys so well ADRIENNE!!......the struggle with suicide as way to resolve one's problems seems to be a growing theme amongst the youth of this day and age.......You have described the inner turmoil with great, poetic, authenticity.....I think you may help someone greatly with this VERY well penned piece of poetic prose!!......lets just hope it finds its way into the right readers hands some day!!.......ALL STARS & PINNED!!.....well done dear poet sister!!......LOVE & ROCKETS!!......T xo ; )
Thank you so much for your words. Reading this made me very happy. I'm happy you enjoyed this writing. :-)
I adore this poistivity abfab so pinned ❤️💙❤️
What an outstanding poem of strength. We all have our battles, but this is inspirational of how we can overcome them. Simple awesome work. Peace and smiles. The Fish of the Sea
Thank you for this comment. :-) <3
A heartfelt write with some solid truth. We do all hold our own keys...we just have to work out which one fits which door. We just got to keep trying. A well written piece x