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MAM (Thinking of you on your birthday )

 MAM (Thinking of you on your birthday )

My heart is still sad
the tears still flow 
In my head no understanding
of why, you had to go
At times I feel bewildered
nothing is the same 
I still dream of you at night
and call out your name 
It Does nt matter how old I am
ill miss all my life
This pain this sorrow it hurts,
it cuts like a knife
All that s left are memories
that I play out in my mind 
Ones where life was good
the happy kind
If only I could wrap you in my arms
hug you for awhile 
touch your face, hear you laugh
and see your smile
I know someday when my life
here on earth is through
We ll meet in heaven,
then for all eternity, I ll be with you
Until  that time I will
love and miss you like no other 
For you were, my one and only
my dearest darling mother....
 

 
 
   

 

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Wendy Wass

Lovely poem Debs no one can replace your Mother she'll be in your heart always x

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Deborah Evans

Hi Wendy I agree life changes so much when we lose
our mams, just over a year on now and i still go to phone mine 
Thank you for your kind words 
Best wishes Debs x​​​​​​​

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Greg Etsell

Love your poem Deds I know how you feel I miss my mom to every day peace and love to you   

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Deborah Evans

Hi  Greg It is so hard without our mams is nt  it Greg 
We just have to believe that they are around us always looking out for us
I know I do
Thank you for your comments and understanding  
Hugs peace and love to you Greg x

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Tony Taylor

Hey DEBS!!....I remember the other write you did for your mother as well...... now it's her birthday....... reminders abound....... I've lost two sisters....... but if I Lost my mom I'm not sure if I would recuperate or even be the same person again......I think it's beautiful and VERY healthy the way you leave such lovely words regarding your mother ........energy is immortal...... your words will be affecting people long after your body has left this reality ........and in my personal belief system ~ your mother is merely waiting in the wings......thanx for sharing this dear soul...... hugs-n-smiles!!........T xo.  ?✳✴☀♥

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Deborah Evans

Hi  Tony  Although I always think of my Mam 
on Birthdays and anniversaries they are harder
I cant quite explain how much my life has changed since i lost her 
Ive had a bad day today Quite tearful so thought 
I would write it out 
So sorry to hear you have lost two sisters hugs!
Thank you for your comments and understanding 
Love n hugs Debs xo

 

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Jason Brown

A lovely, heartfelt tribute.
I know myself that, once your mother is gone, it's very difficult to find anywhere you can truly call Home.

You'll find it again, Debs.

All my love,
J x

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Deborah Evans

Hi  J  Your words touched my heart 
trying to find home again is so true 
a feeling of being lost without your mother 
Thank you for your kind words 
Love n hugs Debs x
 

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Leah Yodico

Very touching poem ### the relationship between mother and daughter is the best relationship that there is!!!  Mother is the pillar of strength of a family! I understand how you feel###My mom died after 4 years of battling cancer.  I wasn't there when she died,  but I saw her in my dream a few minutes before she passed away..  I felt her hand touching my face. 

She was an extraordinary woman who raised us 5 singlehandedly.. She was only 29 years old when my father died. She died at 72.

I wish I was there!!  " I suppose in the end,  the whole of life becomes an act of letting go, but what always hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye "

Happy Birthday to your mom in heaven 

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Byd0nz

Great tribute to  your Mam Debs. Her strength remains in you.

Cheers

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Deborah Evans

Hi  BydOnz  Thank you for your kind words 
They mean a lot 
Best wishes Debs 

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SoulWhispers

So very heartwrenching, yet so beautifully expressed. 

I understand this pain and loss...so very much. Nothing else can fill that void. 

((Hugs)) to you. 

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Deborah Evans

Hi  SoulWhispers  Aww I am sorry for your loss
Yes it is true there is nothing that can fill  that void
Hugs to you 
Thank you for your kind words 
Best wishes Debs 

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sparrowsong

Hello Sis Debs...

This is very beautiful! 

I hope you shared some smiles and good cheer as your thoughts were right there with her...

Wishing her a Happy Birthday!

Thank you for sharing...

Hugs...

sparrowsong 

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Rose Sho

Hi Debs...I had tears in my eyes reading this...I feel the same way about my dad...I really miss him...Happy birthday to your mum in heaven where she is...Beautifully written

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Deborah Evans

Hi Leah I am sorry for your loss, your mother sounds 
a very strong woman, it was cancer that took my mother too at  age 70
I believe your mother was there with you when she touched your face
and was actually saying goodbye to you then, I would take great comfort 
in that, and not dwell on the fact you were not there when she passed
(Hugs) this happened to me when my father died my brother and sister 
were there and I was not 
Thank you for your kind words
Best wishes to you Debs 

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Lorna

Ahh Debs such a beautifully written piece for you mother, It's such a hole that is left, such a huge space that is never filled, ..Your words will stay with me as I truly felt them, sending you hugs xxxx

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Deborah Evans

Hi Sis Sparrowsong  Thank you for your kind 
words and Happy Birthday, If im honest i was tearful yesterday 
by the evening I was remembering good times with smiles 
Hugs Debs 

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Deborah Evans

Hi Sweet Rose Aww  Don t want to think of you with tears 
missing our loved ones is so hard at times, but i focused 
more on the happier times later in the evening
Thank you for your kind words 
Lots of love Debs  

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Deborah Evans

HI Lorna Your words are so true 
Thank you for your lovely comments 
They really mean a lot to me 
Hugs to you Debs xx

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Larry Ran

My Dearest Deborah Angel,

Your beyond beautiful words bring tears to my eyes.  The pain we suffer when our dearly beloved ones depart is beyond comprehension.  A day-a week-a month-a year-a decade, we will mourn them until the day we are no more.  They will continue to live through our pain.  Our tears anoint them and bring them back to life.  Our love ensconces them and will always lead them home.  Our sobbing souls will forever enshrine them, and keep them at our sides.

Hugs, Peace and Love,

Larry xxx

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Deborah Evans

Hi Dear  Larry Thank you for these lovely 
words they speak the truth 
So sorry for the late reply 
Love n hugs Debs xox

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