MAM (Thinking of you on your birthday )

My heart is still sad
the tears still flow
In my head no understanding
of why, you had to go
At times I feel bewildered
nothing is the same
I still dream of you at night
and call out your name
It Does nt matter how old I am
ill miss all my life
This pain this sorrow it hurts,
it cuts like a knife
All that s left are memories
that I play out in my mind
Ones where life was good
the happy kind
If only I could wrap you in my arms
hug you for awhile
touch your face, hear you laugh
and see your smile
I know someday when my life
here on earth is through
We ll meet in heaven,
then for all eternity, I ll be with you
Until that time I will
love and miss you like no other
For you were, my one and only
my dearest darling mother....
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Lovely poem Debs no one can replace your Mother she'll be in your heart always x
Hi Wendy I agree life changes so much when we lose
our mams, just over a year on now and i still go to phone mine
Thank you for your kind words
Best wishes Debs x
Love your poem Deds I know how you feel I miss my mom to every day peace and love to you
Hi Greg It is so hard without our mams is nt it Greg
We just have to believe that they are around us always looking out for us
I know I do
Thank you for your comments and understanding
Hugs peace and love to you Greg x
Hey DEBS!!....I remember the other write you did for your mother as well...... now it's her birthday....... reminders abound....... I've lost two sisters....... but if I Lost my mom I'm not sure if I would recuperate or even be the same person again......I think it's beautiful and VERY healthy the way you leave such lovely words regarding your mother ........energy is immortal...... your words will be affecting people long after your body has left this reality ........and in my personal belief system ~ your mother is merely waiting in the wings......thanx for sharing this dear soul...... hugs-n-smiles!!........T xo. ?✳✴☀♥
Hi Tony Although I always think of my Mam
on Birthdays and anniversaries they are harder
I cant quite explain how much my life has changed since i lost her
Ive had a bad day today Quite tearful so thought
I would write it out
So sorry to hear you have lost two sisters hugs!
Thank you for your comments and understanding
Love n hugs Debs xo
A lovely, heartfelt tribute.
I know myself that, once your mother is gone, it's very difficult to find anywhere you can truly call Home.
You'll find it again, Debs.
All my love,
J x
Hi J Your words touched my heart
trying to find home again is so true
a feeling of being lost without your mother
Thank you for your kind words
Love n hugs Debs x
Very touching poem ### the relationship between mother and daughter is the best relationship that there is!!! Mother is the pillar of strength of a family! I understand how you feel###My mom died after 4 years of battling cancer. I wasn't there when she died, but I saw her in my dream a few minutes before she passed away.. I felt her hand touching my face.
She was an extraordinary woman who raised us 5 singlehandedly.. She was only 29 years old when my father died. She died at 72.
I wish I was there!! " I suppose in the end, the whole of life becomes an act of letting go, but what always hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye "
Happy Birthday to your mom in heaven
Great tribute to your Mam Debs. Her strength remains in you.
Cheers
Hi BydOnz Thank you for your kind words
They mean a lot
Best wishes Debs
So very heartwrenching, yet so beautifully expressed.
I understand this pain and loss...so very much. Nothing else can fill that void.
((Hugs)) to you.
Hi SoulWhispers Aww I am sorry for your loss
Yes it is true there is nothing that can fill that void
Hugs to you
Thank you for your kind words
Best wishes Debs
Hello Sis Debs...
This is very beautiful!
I hope you shared some smiles and good cheer as your thoughts were right there with her...
Wishing her a Happy Birthday!
Thank you for sharing...
Hugs...
sparrowsong
Hi Debs...I had tears in my eyes reading this...I feel the same way about my dad...I really miss him...Happy birthday to your mum in heaven where she is...Beautifully written
Hi Leah I am sorry for your loss, your mother sounds
a very strong woman, it was cancer that took my mother too at age 70
I believe your mother was there with you when she touched your face
and was actually saying goodbye to you then, I would take great comfort
in that, and not dwell on the fact you were not there when she passed
(Hugs) this happened to me when my father died my brother and sister
were there and I was not
Thank you for your kind words
Best wishes to you Debs
Ahh Debs such a beautifully written piece for you mother, It's such a hole that is left, such a huge space that is never filled, ..Your words will stay with me as I truly felt them, sending you hugs xxxx
Hi Sis Sparrowsong Thank you for your kind
words and Happy Birthday, If im honest i was tearful yesterday
by the evening I was remembering good times with smiles
Hugs Debs
Hi Sweet Rose Aww Don t want to think of you with tears
missing our loved ones is so hard at times, but i focused
more on the happier times later in the evening
Thank you for your kind words
Lots of love Debs
HI Lorna Your words are so true
Thank you for your lovely comments
They really mean a lot to me
Hugs to you Debs xx
My Dearest Deborah Angel,
Your beyond beautiful words bring tears to my eyes. The pain we suffer when our dearly beloved ones depart is beyond comprehension. A day-a week-a month-a year-a decade, we will mourn them until the day we are no more. They will continue to live through our pain. Our tears anoint them and bring them back to life. Our love ensconces them and will always lead them home. Our sobbing souls will forever enshrine them, and keep them at our sides.
Hugs, Peace and Love,
Larry xxx
Hi Dear Larry Thank you for these lovely
words they speak the truth
So sorry for the late reply
Love n hugs Debs xox