Medicate me?

Lights, camera, action, oh my lonely suffocation 
Black crows, black rose, oh my medication overdose
Panic, tragic, narcotic, oh my disillusioned logic

Withdrawal, devil's talk, oh I'm waiting an angels call
Hours, days, weeks, oh how my demons unleash 
Prescription, addiction, oh my thirsty infection

Anger, hunger, depression, oh my deprived stranger
Euphoria, paranoia, toxemia, oh how you create my insomnia 
Insanity, reality, pharmacy, oh how you are my dark company 

Crucify my need, I'm down on my knees
No service? Ring the bell please
My own emotions are my disease 

Over the counter
A government liar

What is my pain killer?

What to take?
I don't know
My mistake? 
I don't know

Medicate me? No thanks.