Mentally dead

Yesterday Psychiatrists have failed
told them every detail.
They shrug and say nothing we can do
Take my painkillers away and sleeping tablets too
They can't see me bleed
But I'm bleeding in the inside
they don't hear me cry 
Now I have died
Today I cut myself deep
Just to get some sleep
Listens to voices for advice
Wish it was Jesus Christ
Demons are all I hear 
No longer have to fear
They're all I got 
Now all you can hear is the gun shot