Midnight Expressions
If you can’t read the sadness in someones eyes then you’re the lucky one, because that means you have probably never felt it so deep. Oh yes I can laugh, and I don’t have to force my smile, I am sad but I do enjoy beautiful things. But when its quiet in a room or no one is talking I end up being stolen. My soul has a void and my mind is a dark abyss I have never really figured out how to navigate because I’m positive if I look too deep I won’t be able to come out. My eyes have not known kindness, my heart has never been touched by love. I have been raised in violence and abuse, I have been passed on the fact that love will cause so much pain. I never let myself enjoy anything too much because in my experience it will just abandon me. When I look in a mirror do not see a girl with soft brown eyes, messy curls, and a goofy laugh what I see is so much different and deeper. I see a girl who’s been touched without permission, I’ve seen a girl who yelled at her parents to stop punching each other, I see a girl who used to find relief in a razor, I see a girl who got her heart ripped out of her chest then was stomped on and left in the dirt. The only thing I really am is just so lonely.
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Hello anonymous! I am shocked that there are no comments on this write of yours. I am so happy I saw your name on the feed and came to check out your work because you definitely have a way with words. You instantly pull the reader in and make them keep wanting to read more. This write in particular made me feel the raw honesty in your words. There are topics in here that people shy away from writing about and you are very brave to put this all out in the open for all to read. Thank you for sharing and I look forward to reading more from you!
Val ♥️
Dear anonymous writer of " Midnight expressions"
Your short depressed writings and expressions are really worth reading and discussing, keep pouring more and more, CosmoFunnel is a family of harmonious poets and poetess, Scribble your talents and experiences, You are most welcome and writing freely with an open mind, My applause, my five stars
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WILLIAMSJI MAVELI