Miss Rainbow Thy 6th Grade Student Teacher - albeit assayed perforce in an essay format.

A smidgen less than two score plus years ago,

this then sixth grader (at Henry Kline Boyer

Elementary located in Evansburg, Pennsylvania)

underwent visible yet tease zing of sea legs trans

formation. As a socially outcast (podcasts not

invented), painfully shy, tremendously withdrawn

prepubescent, my existence practically bespoke 

invisibility. Never sought out to bolster reign dear

team, nor stroked as teachers’ pet, I figuratively

donned invisible erotic daggered cloak essentially

playing analogous constant dodge ball game,

vulcanized hard rubber sphere represented my micro

cosm. At every chance, a deliberate effort undertaken

to avoid people! An angst-riddled psyche followed

promotion one grade to the next (dogged catatonic state),

in tandem with strong aversion to assume mantle of

greater demands! Even charming, fawning, illuminating

Miss Rinderle (a young teacher, married and possibly

a grandmother) at above-mentioned quaint one class

per grade primary school stymied to affect enthusiasm.

At some juncture (perhaps before September 1970 ended),

a substitute/assistant instructor accompanied ogling, praise

worthy, quintessentially ravishing betrothed (engaged to be

married to mister Gay). Thee colorful student teacher,

(whose first name never told – or forgotten) took partial

charge sans spectrum of daily lessons. She possessed a magic

touch! Under her gentle and humble, tutelage, a budding charm

dredged enthusiasm-grappling interest wholeheartedly with

most every lesson. Though, a novitiate (and freshly minted

graduate), I silently bowed in acquiescence when Miss Rainbow

handed reins during brief reign. Her colorful presence aroused,

enamored, and inspired latent ambition to awake, and throve

(dormant hermetically vacuum sealed) emotional state! Thru

a combination of affinity, I exhibited utmost academic energy!

Despite chronological age difference, that particular block of

time in the life of Matthew Scott Harris witnessed amorous child

like, glowing infectiously kindling quivering sexual desire. Just

on the cusp of adolescence, I experienced and discerned other

classmate lads), displaying sexually amorous, romantically quixotic,

captivating, amorphous desires. Nebulous physical attraction

permeated my being (in league with natural bubbling testosterone)

teamed subconsciously. Thee strawberry blonde, shapely, seductive

Miss Rainbow made no overt, or covert overtures, yet muted kaleido-

scope of animalistic feral loosed narcotic rutting suppressed urge!

Primal pang per fornication sublimated via (Freudian) actions

short-lived exertion to excel scholastically viz abysmal performance.

revelation shone later upon onset writhing horniness principled age of LVII.