Missing...My Mum...R.I.P 25.06.2016

The world carries on regardless, without you in-it !
I miss you more , Every second of every minute
But, All i have left, Is your beautiful spirit
& a heart , That is broken to pieces within it 
I miss you so entirely , With every single bit!
& there really is, No getting used to it ?
& life without you, Feels real shit !!!
I miss your kisses & your warm embrace 
I miss your smile & your gorgeous face 
Your voice, As you,d say, I love you Trace !
Your strength, determination, elegance & grace
I miss our Mother, Daughter fit
I miss us talking, About a load of shit !?
& i wish , I could re-write history. Just  a bit
& still find you at noon , In your pit 
& the world still..Keeps turning, Without you in-it !
But, In my heart, My dear beautiful Mum 
Who was so full of laughter & fun !
Is where you will always sit 
As it was you , That put the beat into it
My whole life-time. All because of you 
My best friend, Who always had a tissue
Was always , So very brightly lit 
As you were so very perfect for me
That i could not ever, Or want to deny it !
& i thank you dear Mummy, For passing on your wit 
& for giving me this heart, That i can write straight from it

& for Gods gift to me. my writing, therapy , Ability. Or my saviour?
& for the  pride i felt for you Mum , As you could not have been braver

Tracy Timothy   ( YOUR DAUGHTER ) XXXXX