Monster

Here, alone, patiently I wait,
to accept the death of my fate.
running home, no where to run.
self empathy, loaded gun.
stuck in a crowd but there's no one here,
except the monster that I fear,
look a little closer that monster's me
filled with rage i set free,
desperate to chase you down, 
but when i do the world will drown.
selfishness consumed me in a fit of rage, 
I'll do anything to escape this cage.
A piece of paper, a loaded gun,
As I write a letter to the one I love.
burning passion undying fire,
I'm a con, fucking liar,
set out to destroy the world and all it holds.
I stare them down as each one folds.
It burns me deeply this desire,
made with passion, undying fire.
My world is spinning, the depths of my mind, 
the corners of which you seem to hide.
darkness engulfs me no where to run,
me and you are a loaded gun.