A monster in hiding

A pulsating feeling inside starting to grow

Coming from inside a monster you hoped no one would ever know

Digging its way up from the darkest grave in your heart

It mourns your kindness coming to devour every part

Your mind tells you your good

A man with noble intensions , a true loving heart

Feeling free of all dark indiscretions

No unruly outburst, only love filling every part…

Then with an earth shattering crack it starts to show all’s a fucking lie

A dark nature emerges as the monster breaks through

Ripping apart all ties of closeness as all warmth dies

Shredding your true loves heart with an existence of something never known

Attacking her being for a self-righteous fulfilling need

Causing her heart immense pain, allowing her emotional strain

Constantly running your mouth seeking some kind of satisfaction from a unnecessary fight

Fucking up a beautiful heart, causing her back to be your only sight

Now helplessly you stand seeing your true self

A repellent of happiness to all who cross your path

Whishing this monster will crawl back to its grave and finally die

The truth now ruthless and in plain sight for now I see mirrors don’t lie….