My addiction

Hello im your addiction 
Recreational use thats where ill begin its the front door youll welcome me in .
The fun ill bring you will be some thing new while I grow unawares deep inside ill claim you.
Ill bring you to places and show you new faces youll have a great time but you will become mine ..
youll be lead to to believe that your in control but as time passes my grip will unfold .
Ill make you do things you never thought you would do youll lie and youll cheat and be very untrue .
Your family will suffer I promise you this recreational use , should have givin a miss
Youll find yiur self in a savage state of mind your all mine now an im not very kind 
Your body will perish youll look like your  dying as my grip tightents on comes the crying .. 
Your job will come next ill ruine that for yiu your kids ill make suffer youll see that its true ..
The harder I make it  the futher youll dive if I have my way your not gonna survive .
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Now there will be some people who hold out there hand and they could help you away from this land , but im to engraind now your thinking is mine so push them away an tell them your fine .
If you do break my cycles but I dont think you can ill be waiting on you because I still have a plan .
Recovery is the enemy if I want to live for its torture and misery I want to give ..
Im sneaky and sly and ill always be in you , so stay where you are if we are to continue ... ill take everything from you and give nothing back , happy to see you sleep rough in a bin liner sack .
Ill cloud your judgment right up to the last if you break free how long will you last ..youve now seen my strength and what I can do , ill always be inside just waiting on you