My anger is illusive

my
name is the only description of me
Not even i as unique and
selfish would figure it out
as many things that I do are denoting
new experience
and the worst I have faced become my lecturers
I
take time very personal
and not even waist a single bit of it

as many things destructs my goal
I develop fire within my
soul
feeling like Im digging my own hole
six feet under
unprivileged walls
where frustrations rule the wars
and
meditations means serve more

More focus on useless
suggestions
leads to more confiscations
unexpected word

leads to more hesitations
unpleasant surprises
leads to
more convictions
and concentration
builds anger within a mind
set

our tempers are far to similar
my way of facing
consequences are exulting
my stages of revealing motions are
offensive
my strategies are combined by mixed fractions
my
issues define who I become
my anger is allusive