My Demon

She's my biggest enemy
Yet she always sticks by me
I do everything she wants me to
Even tho deep down
It's nothing is see myself do
I'm lonley so I turn to her
Begging for trouble
She makes the good me blur
I call her black
Love she lacks
But she always acts like shes got my back
I hope one day I can face the facts
She dances with me all the time
Helps me write naughty rhymes
She follows me like a mime
When I approach a hidden rope
Instead of helping like I'd hope
She pullss at it as I'm passing
Makes me fall and stands there laughing
I pick myself off the ground
And brush myself down
Only to step into a pit
Flames at the bottom lick
I scream as I fall in the flames
I scream out her name
Black! Help! Me
I scream
The smoke suffocates
I need some one to ressusatate
Me as I squint up and see her there
She removed her hood, hair everywhere
She looks down at me and smiles
I hold out my burnes hand she's so vial
She looks down and grins
I know once again she will win
Except I know she won't help me
This is how it's always been
She turns her back
As the fire engulfs me as I fall to my knees
My eyes close and I see black

She is part of me