My fault

I created a monster
i I gave you love and took care of you
i did things you only dreamed
i I made a bigger you
i watched your rose petals die
and i brought it back to life
i I heard all your hurt
and I fought for your life
i I carried you in my back 
when I was tired and my back hurt
i still held you up 
when you put my name in the dirt
i let you bust out my windows
i bought you a house
i I lost everything behind trying to keep you out
of your head out of jail
out of trouble out of depression
yet you took my love 
and turned it to a lesson
you talk bad about me
you had your parents trying to fight me
you even talked to my brother
there was never no loyalty
im not mad it’s my fault 
I met you as a mess
cant turn a hoe into a houswife
lmao that’s what I get
just leave me alone
dont text my phone
im always going to win
the only thing that really hurts
is watching you end where you began