My Feelings

My love for you is like a terrible curse,
It hurts more and more everyday,
It just keeps getting worse,
Your actions and words rip at my heart each and every single day,
I want to hate you but I can't seem to get the fuck away.

The thought of living without you breaks me apart,
I'd rather just give up and die alone in the dark,
But deep down inside I'm still caught in your spell,
I hate that I love you so much, It's literally putting me through hell.

My pain grows with each disappointment we create,
I don't think it's possible for me to truly hate.
My feelings for you are just too intense,
I cry every night for this never ending suspense.

My love for you grows so strong,
That it makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong,
Though I want it to go away, 
unfortunately it only gets stronger every fucking day.

I LOVE YOU LYNDON DORNAN
MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW.