My friend

 My friend .. My friend is always near me constantly giving me advise .i hear him day and night even in my dreams , sometimes i wonder if he really speaks truth, he constantly shows me a path full of joy where the party is full of lust and addictions he tell me that is the true path that god abandoned this world long ago , i try to be good but the devil is my best friend his demons embrace me when the blade kissed my wrists , he was there when my world came crumbling down , he wants me to join him and all my suffering will end , my best friend walks with me wherever i go never leaving my side waiting for that day i go with him .. The devil is my best friend for the darkness i embraced .When i alone created my own hell who is to blame if i have dreamed my  life came to an end he embraced me when the angels went away. Always there always watching waiting for my end ..........