In My Heart

 March.2.2001/ updated June.7.2015
 Trisha Barrek Hopkins

In my heart
I feel love for two
This feeling from me won't part
I don't know what direction to take
My feelings are a mess
The choice is hard to make
My heart can't deal with the stress

In my heart
It's so confused
From neither do I want to part
The both get me amused
One is I should just be a friend
But which one I don't know who
They both remain in my heart till the end

I've know one longer 
But does that help much
Would that make my feelings for one stronger
Or should I go by his touch
My hearts in a struggle
I don;t know what to do
Maybe both I could juggle
I should just be unhappy and blue

Maybe I should just remain alone
Stay all by myself
And turn my heart back to stone
And leave it on the shelf
What have I gone and done
I've fallen for two that are great
My heart they both won
Everyones heart is at stake
And I know I can only go on with one 
But both bring me joy
With both I have so much fun
And niether play me like a toy

God please help me 
To make the choice that is right
Just from me don't let them get free
I don't want them to leave my sight
I want them to know both I love I hope they can see
But why make my life so complicated
Why do I have to make a choice
Soon my heart's going to be dislocated
I have to listen to my own voice
Why can't I have my cake 
And eat it too
God show me which is fake
Show me which life I make new

In my heart
The answer is there
From both I must part
Because for both I truely care
They both stole my heart
Why can't we share
I should of only chose one from the start
God Why can't you hear

I have such a brian fart
They will be a great memory in my mind
The both of them
Will never from me part
This is cruel not kind
The both of them will remain in my heart
I still want them both
To love forever
But it's against my oath
Im in a bind
With them both I can't be together
So someone else I must find

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