my life

My life is a constant push and pull.
A big tug of war...

Hmmm..
Decisions, decisions, decisions.
people forcing me to be something I'm not...

what a shame.

It's like rape
They force you
their minds and words tie you down.
You move left,
you move right.

Their frustration strangles you tight.
You can't breath.
They whisper... "Don't fight it, don't fight it"

But that's all you can do.
The frustration gets tighter and tighter.
The only way to great is to give up.

You slowly calm down,
giving into the pressure.
Now you're taking weight loss pills,
and living in your own version of hell.
​You have been driven into chaos.