S.O.S! MY PRAYER!
Dear Lord...
My first born son Andrew
Was the brightest and most important light in my life
And he was conceived with so much love.
But now that light has to sparkle
With you in heaven above.
The angels had to tell me one day
That he was far too precious for this earth
And that they were so very sorry
But with me, he could no longer stay.
Dear Lord...
Now I`m so lonely here without him
So each night, would you please listen as to you I pray
Because my life was shredded on that terrible day.
The angels told me that Andrew is very special to you
And just how much to you, his very precious soul is worth.
That in heaven you now needed him
To help you spread your love around the world.
And that for Andrew
You had a lot of very important work.
On that day you needed them to collect him
To bring him back home to you
Out of my arms here on earth.
They told me that was the reason that he could no longer stay
So now that thought helps me to cope with this lonely life
Since he went away.
Dear Lord...
I know that you and he want me to stay strong
Now that he`s gone
But Lord...
Please!
Will you tell me for how long!
Oh Lord...
With this endless ache in my heart
My broken soul will never mend
And that terrible ache will never ever cease!
So I just hope that I can learn how to live with it
In the years to come!
As here for him I wait
But I feel so lost and so alone
As I sit here in such grief
G xx
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Oh my goodness GEORGIE!!...... the terrible ache and yearning you conveyed in this write is so compelling ~ impossible to read this without tears running down my cheeks...... because I know so much about that part of your life....... I'm sure I don't know the half of it....... but we've spoken about the metaphysical aspects of it....... and so it hurt my heart to read ~ "Please! Will you tell me for how long!"........ that loss left a hole..... and I can so easily relate to it, that it hit home hard!!......a fantastic piece....... probably good for your soul to get those words down on paper......thanx so much for sharing this sweetheart........ALL STARS ....I know we have much to talk about....... be in touch soon........ your....... Beasty Boy!!.........T xo
Hi Beasty,
Thank you for reading this and for your lovely comment sweetie, it means a great deal. I`m in a dark place today, it did me some good to write it all down. I`ll look forward to hearing all your news.
G xx
HI Georgie I am so sorry I will say prayer for you and your son love you hugs xxoo
Thank you Greg for taking the time to read this one sweetie and thank you for your prayers too.
God bless and keep you safe
Much love
G xx
Hello Sis Georgina...
This is a very beautiful tribute...
There are no words that can take the pain away...
Maybe we need to just feel for a long time...
You love your son and he loves you...
Things aren't fair...
What's fair to a child who is the only survivor?
If we all lived three hundred years?
It still wouldn't be long enough...
Does the heart ever mend?
Thank you for sharing...
Hugs...
sparrowsong
Hi Sparrowsong,
Thank you so very much sweetie for that beautiful and comforting message and thank you so much for that lovely compliment, it means a lot to me sweetie, it really does. When I write it helps me to cope and it`s nice when other people appreciate and understand my loss and the love I receive from all my Cosmo friends really helps and it`s wonderful to receive.
God bless you and keep you safe
Love G xx
Hi Our Dear G,
The tears cascaded down our eyes as we read your beautiful tribute to dear Andrew. I am sure Andrew is looking down as he is bathed in the love you have sent. The pain you are experiencing is palpable in the words you have written. We wish we could be there with you to comfort and hold you. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you, and if there is anything we can do, just say the word. Maybe this will make you smile; Larry has selected what he thinks is a beautiful Christmas gift for you, but you don't get to know what it is until you open it on December 25th. We both love you very much. May God bless you!
Linda and Larry
My wonderful Larry and my Linda,
My beautiful bestest ever friends in my whole world.
Thank you both for rescuing me as you always do so lovingly my darlings. I love you both so very, very much and your letter was such a great big comfort for me when I needed it the most. I`m sorry for making you sad as you read this though my darlings. You`ve both got me excited now for Christmas because I absolutely love surprises and you`ve made me feel really special.
I totally adore you both.
God bless you both and I`m sending you both all my love and a whole bunch of great big bear hugs too.
I love you both very, very much
G xx
Hi Dear G,
We are so glad that our note helped you. Glad that the surprise has helped you smile. After all Christmas is "only" 134 days away, so you get to keep the grin on till then! Larry says he's waiting for your funny poem so he can try and write a funnier one, but he says "that's probably not going to happen because you are the "Queen" of the humorous anecdotes.
We love you,
Linda and Larry
OKAY buster, let the games begin....lol!
G xx
Okay Foxy Momma,
The gloves are off and the pen is in my hand. May the best man win! Ha, Ha!!!
Larry
Ha ha!! I`ve already put one on pally me lad!!!!!!
G xx