MY NEW GUARDIAN ANGEL = A dedication to Flowergirl :)

MY NEW GUARDIAN ANGEL

Angel, you are the voice of reason that whispers softly in my ear

You're making my soul complete again, and as I grow, learn and release old fear

And each day you are like the warm breeze that keeps pushing me softly along

Along the way you keep whispering in my ear, "child you are loved and do belong"

There is a candle by my bedside that keeps on glowing more and more

And because of you, the light I see is much stronger than it was the day before

I got lost somewhere in the confusion where tomorrow didn't stand a chance

And you helped me calm the chaos, breaking me out of my mindless trance

Flower girl your beautiful, words and spirit, guides me through my day and night

And even with the clouds I see, you remind me of God's guiding light

As I struggle through these challenges, I know I'll find my footing and my path

And as I serve God's greater purpose now, peace I' will forever have

I took a moment to wonder where the ache belongs

And I'll feel God's presence next to me; I am aware of when my mind goes wrong

You help me to feel more courage when my mind is lost and running wild in fear

And when you offered me your beautiful friendship, I'm slowly losing the ache that's lingered there

Angel I know that tomorrow will find us on a different place entirely

As I grow with you in this new friendship, I feel such gratitude and new clarity

I thank you for these special moments, and know that we're on God's list

When you close your eyes each night angel, we'll start a new journey, so lets make a new wish..

© Brenda Keough

October 10, 2015

8:32 p.m.

Flower girl, your emails have truly helped pull me out of the darkness I found myself in last week.....I cannot thank you enough.....for your words showed me so much more....Your kind words have helped me believe again....Thank you as well for the beautiful poem you wrote for me....I'll cherish it forever.....

  And for all the angels that are here...that have told me I belong....I cannot thank you enough....I will cherish this support forever.... There is so much I need to learn...and I am trying to find medical help to figure out the neurological damage caused by the electrocutions.....because it takes away my memory.....that's why I've written so much...lol...but I have to remember to remember.......Dealing with depression as well, and ADHD...knowing that when I tell these doctors what I'm going through, I get no help....its a night mare I cant wake up from....  

Next week I will be searching for a doctor to help me.....come hell or high water, I'll start a tornado in this city that will never end, if I'm turned away again.....I need to get out of this house....and interact daily with people...I don't want to die alone without first having lived....even if its for a little while......God is keeping me here for more than this.......  One day I'll get to meet you all....and well celebrate our victories...... 

Love and hugs....and a very Happy Thanksgiving to you and all your friends and family.....  Giggles the Poet....