that my past

scared to death, that my past once again; stands in front of me, 

I broken at the thought of rejection but this time I'll shatter if you walk away. 

I won't be able to handle fake love or lies behind your smile, all I have ever wanted is to be accepted for who I am. 

An ordinary girl with thousands of dreams that sparkles in my deep blue eyes, but you can't see the sadness I feel over losing you. 

But what kills the most is the so-called friends who was meant to be there for me turned out to be poisonous snake that wait in the dark just to bit me.

To get away from everything I must allow myself to forgot you because I can't become transparent in front of you.