My rebellious crush

It hurts to love and not be loved,
It pains to care when no one realizes it,
When rains clover over a certain someone,
They never get to reach the eye of the storm,
For hope seems senseless and cruel.

A crush so major is a rush to brokenness,
You live a life of emptiness and hurts to just breathe,
When you gaze upon the one in your heart,
You wish it could just explode out and be real,
For the cries inside never know how to heal.

My crush has got to be the most rebellious thing,
Because even if I try to contain it,
 It always finds a way to sneak out,
And I would be forced not to try and reveal it to the world.