"My Research Is Complete"

"For several years,
I have been researching human misery and despair,
without worry for myself,
or a single care.

I slowly brought myself down,
to that lowered state,
to the point where I thought,
rock bottoms were great,
because I believe there is insurmountable beauty in profound sadness,
and unafraid of the repercussions,
I stepped boldly inside the godless mouth of madness,
but now I am crawling my way back up,
and all these emotions and stories are set to erupt.

I wanted to research The Human Condition,
the terrible desperation for betterment,
to amass a hoard.

I delved deep into sheer sadness and hate,
and turned my back on The Lord,
but now I feel I have learned enough,
I'm done with making my life so rough!"