My son, I love you

I can't believe

Your about to turn six

Theres so many things

I wish I could fix

You are my world

My moon and sun

My sweet precious baby

Your life has only begun

I love you

Like you wouldn't believe

There are so many things

I want you to achieve

I want you

To be the best you can be

And the whole world

Is what I want you to see

I know I haven't

Been there like I should

But just know baby

If I could that I would

All that we've been through

And all that I've done

Is in preparation

For things to come

I know your confused

And don't understand why

But at the least I want you to know

That momma does try

I'm doing everything

That i can

To ensure that you

Are my biggest fan

I want you to brag

To all of your friends

And know that I'm here for you

Until the very end

Jacob I love you

Like no other ever will

And I hope you know

This is how I will forever feel

I hope your birthday

Is the best it can be

Just know that I love

And please forgive me