My son words to me

When I go " daddy please don't cry for me
I will be in heaven with god and Jesus, it's where I want to be
And all the wounds that this world has left on my soul
Will all be healed, daddy and I'll be whole again

This world has cut me too deep
With hidden scars that were too hard to keep
I will be in god arms "daddy
You and mom pleases don't weep for me

I know you will miss me, no matter what I say
and your tears will fall like the rain
but when you see the sun shining
know your little boy is in heaven smiling

so please don't cry mom, 
you know in heaven we will meet again one day
I know you always did your best
And don't blame yourself 
That I was born different from the rest

You protect me all of my life
But still I never felt like I belong here
In the world where only you and dad care 
But what's going to happen to me
If one day, you and dad are no longer there

It's not my fault, that I was born this way
I try so hard to connect to reality
But the harder I tried
The more difficult it becomes to me

With the light of Jesus' face
Everything we faced in life can be replaced
And I know you prayed for him every day
So that my illness can be erase

I know very soon, god will take me in his arms
Because he knows how much I'm hurting inside
And my grandfathers and the angels in heaven 
Will be waiting for me with arms open wide

So please try to understand 
That you are not to blame
I will be in heaven with god
For Christ, my savior knows my name

And It don't matter where you bury me
I'll be home in heaven that day
And please don't cry for me" mom and dad
Because all of your son's tears be washed away

I know missing me, will blind your eyes
With pain and grief, you never felt before
But I will be inside heaven door
Where the cruelty of this world can't hurt me no more

So weep not for me my mother and father
When my time here on earth does end
For my life belongs to the almighty god
until the day we meet again