My Special Sister

Sitting by my window 
Feeling like I will go mad
Its raining as if you are in pain
And this dreadful night making
The sky so red..!
For me you are my everything
I know you are much stressed
Thinking of you all day and night
I am really getting depressed..!
You can not speak..You can not understand
Your life is stuck in drain
You can not express your lonely thoughts
You can not even tell your pain..!
In years you are older to me
But by brain you are like a child
Who can't event tell where is he hurted
Just cry and cry until he gets wild..!
I am tired of asking everyday
Oh God to make you well
Now I am used to with his lovely gift
It does'nt matter now even if I fell..!
People laugh..People will stare..
And they will say thousands of things for you
But I know I have got a Special Sister
And I am lucky to have you..!
I know it hurts a lot to you
When I am angry with you
You are my friend You are my life
And my love is true for you..!
When you weep it seems the whole world is weeping..
When you smile it feels like the whole world is laughing.
I always fear to loose you my sweetheart
I am proud to have you as a blessing..!
Love you Foerever..:)