Need Too

I need to
I need to
I need to find myself 
I need to find myself again
I’m not who I was a year ago..’
I look back at old pictures 
Then I look at myself in the mirror 
I don’t even recognize 
the person looking 
Back at me 
You made me 
A completely different person 
A person who is so numb 
To the point she doesn’t care
If she lives or dies 
Or if she gets treated like shit 
I need to 
I need to find me 
I need to find me again