Wanted it

I wanted it
I wanted it to 
I wanted it to be you
I wanted it to be you so bad
I imagined our live 
Over and over again
For months and months 
On end . But within those 
Months.. you became a person 
That I don’t even recognize or know
And that broke my heart . 
When I met you… I fell in love 
I fell so in love with you
You made me feel safe
You were so kind and sweet
But.. eventually that stopped
You stopped trying 
The compliments stopped 
The effort stopped 
Everything stopped