Neverending Pain

The pain of losing my little Angels, will never leave my heart;
For they were the keepers of my happiness, I wanted them to never part!
Their kisses e’er ensconced me, their hugs were Heaven sent;
They converted a known naysayer, to kowtow and repent!
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They took me to the Silk Road, where Nirvana starts its flow;
I loved them more than life itself, so feared the day they’d go!
When it came, I was very ill prepared, to lose one of my little boys;
Who had guided me to The Promised Land, and brought me countless joy!
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Then two years and five months later, my other Soulmate left my side;
Causing irreparable damage, millions more tears I have cried!
Now my mourning is eternal, my sadness never leaves;
For my Nico and my Cody, I shall forever grieve!
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When I look at their sacred photos, it’s like staring into my Soul;
For their love kept it so happy, and made my life so whole!
Without them now I suffer, unable to fully heal;
No matter how many years may pass by, some tears I’ll ever steal!
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My love will not die
My pain will not fully heal
Without my Angels