No Sunshine

For people,
like me,
in utter pain,
who can't escape themselves,
who can't escape the reality,
seem to drift,
from place to place,
in utter un-understanding,
at a complete loss for words,
people like me,
seem to slip unnoticeably,
from this world.
I have tried,
battled,
and slaved,
to try to escape,
to slip away silently,
to try and get away from you,
to let you go,
to let you be free,
no more me,
no more you,
no more us,
just utter silence.
No more sunshine,
no more warmth,
I take away my hope,
my only hope,
you,
as you are,
give me the motivation to breathe,
when I can't,
to move,
when I don't want to,
to get out of bed,
when I can't even clutch at straws,
I take that away,
so I can slip away,
seamlessly.