Not The Man

You’re not the man
I hoped you were
You’re just like 
All the others
I thought I could spill
My heart to you
Be honest & you would stay 
But it seems like you can’t wait
To run away

I want a man
Who’s not afraid to trust
Who’s all grown up
With depth & doesn’t fear
The heavy stuff
Who knows it’s not weak 
To show vulnerability
And expose the real him
To me
So we could genuinely be
One entity

I wanted so badly
For you to be 
My true love infinitely 
I guess we’ll go on like this 
Until I can get myself free
It’s easier to be alone
Than frustrated & unfulfilled
Spirit & passion smothered
 And killed

You are a good man
Sweet & kind
I’m sure you will find
A lady who appreciates you
As you are
But for me it hurts too much
It’s just too hard