Nothing

Some say I'm strong,
But I am breaking,
Life leaves me shaking.

Some look at me and think I'm whole,
But I am dissolving,
Just a door revolving. 

Caught in a snare called life, that was neither ready or aware, 
I begin to speak words of light, of inner truth, 
But I am bare.

I dance as a reminder, 
I write so I don't forget,
I create to feel,
I keep it all in to heal.
Leaves me tormented reminding me I'm real.

I have hidden away the deepest parts of myself,
I keep them safely locked in, hidden.

I showed you a glimpse into my soul, 
Into my pain and into my shame.

I then awaited, while listening to hear what you had to say, 
But the love that never was, left no sound, leaving me bound;
Tattered in self-inflicted pain, crying in the purple rain. 

Yearning for something to forget that I am nothing...