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I feel invincible ..To the world I live in I don't exist ..It's like I'm invisible. ..I put a smile n pretend all is ok to hide the pain ..I look in the mirror n see the same ..Deep inside I kno it's a lie ..The scars I endured I ignored n prayed to the Lord to restore the peace that I seek ..My health is fading n deteriorating slowly ..My heart feels like it's been torn apart n crushed in a million pieces...If u cut me it'll be useless because I already been thru this n Im use to it..I'm numb to the fact that this is my reality n that this is real ..If looks can kill then why haven't I died already...But instead I'm standing here still alone afraid of whats to come and still feeling numb.