Obsessive Constraints – ARGH!

Thy birth on January 13th –
cervical contractions would not abate
the pesky master (papa), strove
to synchronize his seminal bait
thence, forty-two weeks after

ma parents did pro create
Imminent lviii plus years ago to date
this present baby boomer doth
indubitably and inherently equate

Nineteen hundred and fifty nine
bequeathed birthed mine kempf ill fate
neurological manifestation
begetting obsessive compulsive did grate

behavioral motif and analogous
to frontispiece per the story I hate
of my life and hard times,
when all of a sudden out the blue irate

the onset of emotional nadir,
where ballistic ordnance bombed away
fancy free, innocent, naïve boyhood
decrying, detonating, and

describing me own Pigs Bay
Allied, linkedin, and synced Luftwaffe
and Panzer division invasion that clay
like materiel within southern cerebral hemi

sphere inroads usurped no delay
riding roughshod via synapse straits sporting
scoring sorties using every
axe n newer on dread did Swiss hide dill naught

to decimate with Sherman determination tuff flay
leaving not one iota (oft times) referenced as gray
matter unaffected quite aware
of rebellious confederated voices yelling “HOORAY.”

Sabotaging orbito frontal communication
incorporating connection between anterior
cingulate gyrus cortex heightening activity
bridging (via atom sized pontoon bridges)

greater activity upon basal ganglia, which
synoptic description does nothing to alter
predisposition to ingress of uncontrollable
imbecilic, inexplicable, and illogical fixation

particularly during onset of puberty, when
an emotional kamikaze nose dive at the nadir
of near lifelessness shadow of me former self
nowhere tubby found on account of deadly

symbiotic relationship asper invisible nemesis –
i.e. electrical impulses faux nattering nabobs
of mien nativity whereat unseen thriving
sensational riffraff quenched powerhouse

ousting nestled milkmaids, or rather pressing
said resources sans vitality into dangerous,
frivolous, and horrendous self destructive antics,
where ballistic charges drugged eminent domain

former nerve cell size occupants, thoroughly
re-engineering sense and sensibility with pride
fullness and prejudice on par with dousing one
with an opiate completely upends functioning

healthily, judging lovingly, and managing
productively versus expending precious time
and energy self absorbed into manic, neurotic,
and/or psychotic actions, manners, thoughts,

et cetera, which irrationality got embedded
within neurological interstices, which even as
of this moment hound me akin to wild beasts
circling ever closer to launch mortal kombat
against their very housing.