Oh Holy Angel

       
Dearest thee Almighty
God please tell me; have I literally
Lost me? I beg for your mercy
Why must I suffocate in misery?
Mister Coffee Brandy
Has flooded memories of my history
My loved ones; require your grace
Humans like me starve for your embrace
So on bended knees, behind my closed eyes
I request your forgiveness, for all the lies
I have spoken, my spirit cries
So Dear God I ask you; save me, take control
Satan’s realms of darkness stole
My spiritual light
Oh Holy Angel, I collapse tonight
In desperate need for you to hold me tight
I finish my prayer
Thank you God, for being there
I am now aware
You sent me to earth
To be an angel; for what its worth
Instead I keep swinging back’n’forth
From good to bad
From wanting more, to wishing I had 
Back what was lost, I drive my own self mad
Creating my own tears
Throughout all of my living years
I am my own poison; the source of  all the tears