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It breaks me to realize that I only want you when you can't be mine. 

I only realized what I've lost after it's taken by another. 

I'm sorry I didn't fight as hard as you wanted, but why should I fight for you if  we were just going to fight until we lost eachother. 

It seems to me that I've fallen to young and I've been far to dumb to deserve your love. 

But, is it so bad that I'm a little sad? I know I shouldn't be because we've been separated for quite sometime and the entire time we've been apart I've been lying to myself saying I didn't want you back.

But now that I can't have you I've realized I've missed you, it's really rather a petty thing of me to do. 

So I feel it's only best for me to leave you to be happy. I bid my farewell and I hope you sleep lightly. 

My only wish is that I could have my first kiss back.