Again

You laugh mechanically, you no longer care enough for me to find my jokes funny. 
I sit silently, I knew this was coming. 
I still try desperately to fix our broken friendship. I know it will not work, but I can’t help it. I need you. 
You slip away, you find a new friend, it’s nothing new. 
I cling desperately to the memories, I make plans. 
Something always comes up. I haven’t seen you in months. 
Our once cherished and strong friendship crumbles. We used to see each other daily. 
You make up excuses to not talk, to not see each other. 
I weep for another friend lost. 
I’m alone again. It’s time for me to move again. 
Maybe next time will be different.