Once a Freak; Always a Freak.

Crying in class,

hood up the halls,

faking a smile,

sobbing in the stalls.

Feeling all their stares,

burning in your soul,

You know your a freak,

You know you lost control.

You used to be loved;

A quiet little pearl,

Now you’re a runaway,

and the ex bleach girl.

You tried doing cheer.

You tried drama club.

but you will always be a freak.

your heart is just a stub.

Just when you move on,

they wont let you forget.

You think Im hitler..

Hon, Im  not a threat.

I just have issues.

but hey don’t we all?

I feel like such a loser.

Why do I feel so small?

I just want to be someone,

anyone but me,

I cannot do it anymore.

I cant keep faking my recovery.

Im still a freak,

because darling I’m still me.

I am getting help.

I’m on med and have a shrink.

Im just a freak to them,

that’s all they will ever think