one last tear

I hate to say this but I love you and I need you. And I know you want me back to. But you lied to me yeah you tried to be, someone that would mean something to me. I think about you everyday hoping that the thoughts would just fade away. But your on my mind day and night, please stop trying to be my light. I trusted you but you didn't come through. That's why there ain`t  a me and you. You made me laugh and you made me cry, but now my eyes are completely dry. You still text me here and there, sometimes I wish you didn't care. We went through a lot and never once did we get caught. We were to dumb teens in our own fantasy. Maybe it was you, maybe it was me. The day you got down on one knee... I really thought  that could be the key. But you lost me and now its goodbye. Im sorry but I think I need to go cry.