our story

The morning traffic is never a sight
That any of us like to see
wither if you are driving to work
or riding in a bus or a taxi

So, I'm stuck here in traffic that's not moving
Looking for an exit to the service road to take
I should have look at the traffic news this morning
So now I'm paying for my mistake

I have the Ac on in the car
So, I was very cool
But outside was a warn nice sunny morning
Just beautiful day for the beach or the pool

So, I took out the Bob Marley cd
I was playing and I turn on the radio
And they were playing " I'm all out of love" by air supply
And I starting missing her so much" more than she would ever know

It's little over one year now
That we decided to try to let our feeling go
it's ironic now, because I know I was missing her
But still, I want to blame it on the song playing on the radio

Our relationship was a chance from the very start
Because what we had was true love
But our life was full of complications
And for us to be together, it would take a miracle from above

She had her goals and dreams to achieve
And I still had to navigate my way through my stormy weather
And not because you are in love
Means that you have to give up everything to be together

And you may think that I'm crazy to say this
But we fell in love without actually meeting
Some people would say that love is only physical
And you have to see the person every day to fall in love with them

Our story is simple and how our love happens
Is something we didn’t plan on
We met in a social media site name " wire club
In a private chat room with only a few good friends

And we started chatting and we had a lot in common
Then after a few weeks, we exchange numbers
We started to video chat on skype
And every day we couldn’t wait to come on line to see each other

She would take her laptop with her
Everywhere she went and we would spend time together
To the park, to the university lab when she worked
Even leaving the door open and putting the laptop in front of the door so we can talk while she was in the shower

We were a couple in love, even though we were thousands of miles apart
And what we had was special and it made us happy
But sometimes she would cry and said how she wish I was there
Because the problem was that, we both live in different countries

We talk about the first time meeting each other families
And she told me about her family
And would tell me what I do and say to them
When I come and ask them to marry her

We use to even have our laptops on seeing each other
And falling asleep together at night
And wake and have breakfast together
In the morning then go to our daily routines

Then our happiness of finding love
Was slowly tugging away at our hearts
And it started making us sad and lonely
to be so far apart

but there was nothing that we could do
she had years to go in her studies and I didn’t want to stop her dreams
and she knows that I had my own responsibility and I couldn’t just up and leave it all behind
soon she was missing her studies because she would rather stay home online with me
it was hampering her reaching her goals
and If I'm the reason of that, then what would her family thinks of me

so we went from being like a married couple from far
to now feeling sad and worried and hurting
and we both knows that we had to take a step back
continue with our lives the best we can, while we slowly close the curtains

and I told her that, I may not see you as often as I like
and I may not get to hold you in my arms
always know that deep in my heart
you are the one, that I love and I can't let go

and we decided that no matter what happen
we were not going to contact each other again
and when we did it will mean that we are ready
and we have reached our goals and nothing will stop us from being together again

so hearing this song this morning
it just raise all the sadness, that I try so long to keep hidden
and I will keep waiting on the time for me to be with her
and if that time never comes then I would never be able to love anyone again