Pain
I'm hurt inside that nobody could see
I have so much pain animosity, I just wish my mind is free
Yea i do ! I blame you mommy!!
My life changed when i found out I was an adopted baby.
I don't get it..why you abandoned me?
What did I ever do to you...I wish you could explain this ..dammit!
I got so many questions that not answered
Where did you go?why did you left me in the draw?
For nobody to hear my crys even when it pours
This hurts to much mommy the pain keeps rising
It feel like I got shot 10 times with the bullet still stuck inside
They doing surgery still they can't find it
Please please get this bullet out of me!!
Was I supposed to survived? My mind is still wondering..
I can't take this why you just don't find me?
I deserve to know...I deserve to know answers... please please mommy it been 29 years now going on 30..
God can you answer my prayers!
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Hi Dominique...I feel your pain in every word and every line....It's very painful to discover one is adopted...I can imagine it...God answers prayers and I pray he answers yours and reveal to you whatever you want to know
Warmest regards...Rose
Thank you so much i truly appreciate you and for reading it and understanding me i just be hoping every day that i can some answers so the pain will go away im 29 yrs old and about to be 30 and it been this long and hard years for me i dont no what she looks like i no nothing about her ...thank you ..
Thank you so much i truly appreciate you and for reading it and understanding me i just be hoping every day that i can some answers so the pain will go away im 29 yrs old and about to be 30 and it been this long and hard years for me i dont no what she looks like i no nothing about her ...thank you ..
Hello Dominique...
I know there are registry's online that are free...
If she's searching you may find her that way...
If she isn't...
She had to let you go...
She's probably convinced herself that you are better off...
Maybe, her life is a mess and she really wouldn't want you to see her like that...
Maybe, she can't allow this part of her past back in...
I wish you all the best in your search...
Just be as prepared as you can...
You had someone to take care of you or...
You wouldn't be alive...
Great write!
Thank you for sharing...
Hugs...
sparrowsong
Thank you ... Thank you so much ... I try to search my self but i get scared and then I'm not financially stable right now to do it but thank you for the comment ...
Hello Dominique...
You have questions and I hope you are able to get some answers...
These stories go one way or the other...
I hope you and your birth mom have a happy ending...
There has to be some free resources out there?
Fear is a chain that will keep you locked in if you don't make like Houdini and make yourself free...
The worst that can happen is you don't get the answer you want...
The best that can happen is healing for both of you...
Hugs...
sparrowsong