Speechless

I don't know what to think anymore I don't know what to say..

I'm speechless

.. I still do cry and cry myself to sleep when I sit back and think all about the bad things it still hurts me.. it hurts me to the point I can't breathe again..

I'm speechless..

It's my last year of high school where is everybody not here my real biological family doesn't care! I feel lost not lost in my school I'm lost in the head about the people who are not my family and have been there.. back again...

I don't know what to think anymore and I don't know what to say...

I'm speechless