Pain’s Purposeful Pleasure

Inspired by DBlankportrait’s powerful poem, “How Do I Unfold The Edges Of My Heart”

I want no panacea
For the pain within my Soul
I welcome it each morning
For my happiness it’s stole
.
So I choose now masochism
Teardrops my heart imbued
I will suffer now forever
From love’s loss I hold for you
.
Where once there was the sunshine
Became the eternal ebon night
The abyss of abjection
Which no longer will I fight
.
The teardrops that fall daily
Are the blood from in my Soul
That plods through its existence
And pays the Reaper’s toll
.
.
Excruciating
Pain inundating my Soul
My life’s escape route