Pains reward

Things are the best when you cum. 

That threshold just right. 

Oh the pain of existence. 

The fact we wear out. 
A new year. 

Time to carry it though or leave it in old. 

Harder and harder as your getting older. 

Pains remind me that I am still alive and that is a reward in itself.

You stay here with me and take the pain to stay here with me. 

How much pain is too much to bear, if it would be kinder to put you to ground. 

Am I your pains reward. 
Am I that special to keep going with such wounds. 

You think so. 

I wish I could heal you. 

Turn back that clock and stay there by your side. 

Forward is all we have. 
I am grateful for the pain that made me so unusual. 

For everyone has a certain type of pain to endure. 

Like failure they do the same thing, make a  cause. 

Only the ones who know you well will see your true pain and the reward you got or get from the learning / suffering. 

To get close to pain hurts allot. 

To hurry it up, that inevitable, the greatest reward for pain is death. 

Suffer with me brother in arms, suffer with me sister in law.
I recognize that you have suffered and love you even more. 

We all adore a good flaw, a quirk, that is the spark of resilience. 

Battle on... all of you. Xoxo 

Happy new year. I hope you get pains reward. 

Being still present with those who love you. 
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