Parasite called life

 
Sometimes I just wanna fly 

Sometimes I just wanna die

There’s no balance with my feelings

There’s no leash on my beasts

They’re eating me up inside

I can’t feel anything anymore

I can’t be patient, I can’t bare this anymore

So sick and tired, so bored of my excuses

How can I end my life?

It's stuck in me like a parasite

When I die I hope they leave my soul alone

These demons , these shadows

I hope they parish with my body in the ground

I wanna fly my soul high up to the sun

Leave these empty shadows behind

I wanna be the light

Pure like water, endless like the sky

I’m an unsolved mystery

I'm an unfinished tale of a sad song

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