Past love

I pressed the button,add friend it said 
have I done the right thing getting back in touch with the ex will mess with my head.
Cheated lied to that's what he did
I lost our baby and guess how he coped he went behind my back with other woman, no joke he sold our house but kept coming back to me,
So we carried on forward with IVF 
This I won't forget Blood tests was all he had to do for everything I'd been through, still lied and cheated on that was ten years ago, Facebook puh!! I thought why not I need to tell him how he made me feel,
He replied and I know how his mind works starting friendly then here comes the patter, he's not changed one bit he is living with someone but I know if I said he'd invite me to bed.
At nearly 50 you'd have thought he'd settle nope not you nick it's said to say, all I need is closure for what happened so I can release it so I can be free and feel lighter been holding it in too long.
So I'm going to be strong
Ask him and listen then tell him what it did to me just to help me be free