Path-turns ... patterns, stuck

Emotions falling 
Anger rising 
waves of hate created 
love contemplating 
actions arriving 
nerves surfacing 
Lost at sea 
amidst insecurities 
Subconscious winds 
whispering thoughts 
tempting the heart 
to ignore the feelings 
Uneven shoulders  
a missing Angel 
for quite sometime 
A devil always present 
fueling the fire 
of manipulation 
temptation kicks in 
danger calling 
Emotions falling 
Anger rising 
waves of hate created 
love contemplating 
actions arriving 
nerves surfacing 
Lost at sea 
F*cked! 
stuck 
corrupt 
trapped within 
these waters 
take me further 
away from normalcy 
Does it exist 
quenched fists 
body shaking 
exhausted from 
all the fighting 
Dark skies 
fogged views 
clouded memory 
your soul 
a distant stranger 
A devil always present 
fueling the fire 
of manipulation 
temptation kicks in 
danger calling 
F*cked