Personal War

My heart feels like it's lost a friend
My minds denying the news
I feel as though I've failed at life
Even though I've paid my dues

He took away a part of me
So precious as life itself
Locked me up and lost the key
And placed me on a shelf

For many years I endured this life
Believing that this was fate
Never knowing that what was planned
Involved a true soul mate

Two brand new souls did come of this
Not all was lost in woe
These two souls we'll share for life
Though our bond will never grow

My children's love, the only thing
You didn't destroy in me
You'll never know just what you did
That's why it can never be

So now I've finally found some one
Who loves me for whats inside
He doesn't care just how I look
He doesn't make me hide

Forgiving you for what you did
Will come in time I'm sure
Then I'll put an end to this
I call our Personal War